this is for keeps.

May 07

(Source: kikisquared, via us-agaainst-the-world)

Fuck. You.

Dear to whom this concerns, you know who the hell you are. This is towards two people. Both I met here at Tech.

The first guy I really talked to, you were a great person, but that was before I found out who you really were. I thought you were awesome, that we had so much in common, that you treated a girl right having one for four years, that you were a gentleman and shit. I learned that I was wrong the hard way. You never made time for me and took me for granted. You’re a womanizer. I’m glad I did nothing with you. Not even a kiss. I would have regretted you so much. No wonder you’re a player with your ex of four years being a fake tittied broad bitch. You deserve no one great. You deserve a shitty person to reflect yourself for being such a manwhore and playing with girls. I had feelings for you that I haven’t felt towards anyone in a long, long time. I feel so naive. You played me like fucking COD.

The second guy I really talked to, you suck ass. I fucking hate you. You were and still are the most insecure, back-stabbing, bitch I’ve ever met. I can’t say enough how I hate you and how I’m glad you’re never coming back. You were insecure about every single guy I said “hi” too, thinking I was going against you and cheating on you or you were scared I was just going to stop talking to you and talk to someone else because of some bitchy ass girl who never gave you the time of day. You’re still hung up on her and you fucking like it. You don’t deserve any better you son of a bitch. And for you to go to the first guy I talked to, and tell him I hate him? Fuck you. You were so immature and insecure about yourself that you purposely had me say how much I hated him, when I liked him more than I would ever and could ever like you and didn’t hate him. I liked that you liked me and talked to me. I never had that feeling about you, sorry bout it. Yeah you were right. I didn’t really like you and I never stopped liking the first guy. You don’t deserve anyone. You clingy asshole. Always second guessing everything I said or did cos some bitch did you wrong. Go get used by her. You never deserved me anyways. I may have first and mostly used you to make the first guy jealous when I found out you were in the same T-C. So what, what you gonna do about it? Drown me in your tears? Congratulations, you win the pussy-excuse-for-a-man award.

All of a sudden after I stop talking, and I mean in the communicating sense, with both of you, you guys become best friends conjoined at the hip? You guys can go to hell. That’s all you deserve. Never talk to me again.